It’s time like this when I’m glad Tumblr exist. I’ve honestly just had it with this world. It feels like no matter what I do, I end up with a frown in the end of the day. It’s like if someone literally sees that you’re having a good day, they see that beautiful smile of yours, they feel they have to break you down until you’re no more. Yes yes, we all know we should ignore it. But who doesn’t let it effect them in the end of the day when you’re all alone….It seems to just cross your mind again… I feel alone at this point. Speechless because what else is there to say? Plus, I’m forced to believe, if you get hurt just get over and keep moving on. Sometimes I wanna just rip that advice apart, because honestly it does NOT help me all the time. It’s days like this that make me wanna never smile again. But I guess I will, for the sake of myself. I’ll just have to keep telling myself that I do matter…I’m beautiful like a flower…things will get better….I’ll try again…to smile for 24 hours…
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